Frustration

Posted: May 25, 2011 in Uncategorized

I wish my insecurities would leave me alone for once.

I’d like to at least have coffee with confidence.

I am still holding back. I really need to think about that one. It has been said to me by different people in different contexts numerous times. Is it one of those times when the universe is trying to send me a message? I’m trying to pick up universe . . .but I can’t understand you through the static of my own bullshit.

I am still holding back. Help me internet. I have forgotten how to let go.

I’ve been afraid for so long I can’t even recognize my fear because it’s all I’ve ever known.

Even when I think I am showing myself I am just changing hiding paces.

Damn it!

-X

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